Silence

I don't know what happened
I didn't see it coming
I don't know why and how
I just got damned

I am raging within
I don't know what to say
But I know I want to talk
I know I want to say a lot of mean things

I don't know where to start
I don't know if I should talk
I am not sure if it matters
I do not know

I just ponder and ponder
I just leave it at that
I just want to be quiet
But I know I am not peaceful

Stop bugging me
Stop treating me this and that way
Just stop
You just listen

I am being silent
I am being quiet
I just want to be heard
Pls hear me in my silence