Nowhere to Run Part I

Among the benefits of having a lot of friends is to have someone always there to help. But what if inspite and despite of the abundance of them, none of them are available when you feel so down...
I don't want to be selfish. I know that much as they want to help during the rough times they also have to live their own lives. I am not the only person in the world related to them. I am not the only person they have to accommodate. Lastly I am not the only problematic person.