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Dito nalang

2008-07-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

Tapos na ang summer. Pasukan na naman. Pasukan na? Pasukan na! Ayaw!

Maraming gagawin! Asan ka na?

Ang daming babasahin! Kumusta ka na?

Ang daming trabaho! Babalik ka ba?

Late na naman ang tulog. Hope we can get in touch.

Overtime galore. Will you make it?

Deadlines...Talks...Speakers...Kits...Tokens...Evals... Umuwi ka, please come back.

Basa basa basa...Wala sanang iba.

I just pray...I just wish...

Dito lang ako, maghihintay.

Graduation na!

2008-03-13T11:31:00.000+08:00

Hay grabe ang bilis ng panahon!

Marso na! Graduation na naman. Parang kailan lang e mga batang paslit ang mga magsisipagtapos na ito. Aba akalain mo, gagraduate na sila! Ay kabilis naman talaga ng panahon!

Wala lang, naisip ko lang biglang, 6 na taon na pala akong wala sa kolehiyo. Hahaha...Tiktak tiktak...

Gulong ng Palad

2008-03-13T11:29:00.000+08:00

Kagabi ang huling klase namin sa Psychotherapy. Sa kursong iyon, kaklase ko ang dati kong guro sa stat.

Huling araw na ng presentation ng mga group therapy.Kasama sa magpepresent ay ang guro ko na ngayon ay kaklase ko. At ang punchline, ako ang isa sa mga panel nya!

Hahaha...kakatawa...Dati-rati ako ang ginigisa nya. Wahahaha kagabi ako naman...hahahaha!

Wala lang...Nakakatuwa lang...Ü

Gulong, gulong, gulong...minsan ikaw ang nasa itaas minsan nasa ibaba...

Mali mali

2008-03-13T11:28:00.002+08:00

1. Nung isang araw napanood ko sa youtube ang Music Idol sa Bulgaria. May babae na nag-audition at ang titulo ng awit nya ay Ken Lee.

Mangiyak ngiyak ako sa pagtawa nang narinig ko ang kanta nya...Wahahahaha...panoorin nyo promise laugh trip!

2. Dahil sa trauma ko sa sagot ng isang Bb. Pilipinas candidate noon nang tinanong sya ng "If you will have powers, what would you like to have?" at ang sagot nya, "I want to invisible, kasi matagal ko nang hindi nakikita yung mga kamag-anak ko sa States e."

Isa pa "Can you tell us who your favorite cartoon charater and why?" My favorite cartoon character is Betty Boop. Kasi po malaki boobs nya e..."
Waaah!!!

At ngayon ang pinakasariwa at nakakalokang sagot... ang sagot ni Janina San Miguel...Mapapa "Ano raw?" ka kapag napanood mo ang sinabi nya. Sige search nyo ulit sa youtube at maloloka ka!

Senyales ng Pagtanda

2008-03-03T18:35:00.002+08:00

Noong bata pa ako, nagtataka ako kung bakit ganun nalang ang kasiyahan ng mga magulang ko kapag nagkikita-kita sila ng mga kaibigan nila. Ang iingay nila! Kanya-kanyang bangka!

"Hay mga matatanda nga naman, pilit na binabalik ang kabataang nalipasan na ng panahon."- Ito ang lagi kong nasasabi sa sarili ko.

Tapos habang lumalaki ako, tinatanong ko pa rin sa sarili ko, hindi ba nakakasawa kung lagi sa tuwing nagkikita kayo e yun at yun din ang topic? Parang pare-pareho lang naman ang pinag-uusapan. Pareho lang ang mga jokes na naririnig ko sa kanila pero paulit-ulit pa rin nilang na tinatawanan. Hindi ba talaga sila nasasawa? Weird!

Hanggang isang araw, boom! Nagising nalang ako na nakikipagkwentuhan sa mga kaibigan ko at pinagtatawanan ang mga kalokohan sa hiskul. Mga taong naging parte ng buhay na namin na kung babalikan namin ay mapapasabi kami ng "Bakit nga ba nagustuhan mo si ganun? " o kaya naman "Ano nga bang pumasok sa isip natin at nagawa natin yun?" at "E naaalala mo si ano, di ba nga ...blah blah blah..."

Ngayon nga, ako pa ang nagvovolunteer at madalas na may pakana ng mga reu-reunion. Para bang sabik na sabik kaming magkita-kita tapos ang pag-uusapan namin...Hindi kung ano ang ngayon, kundi kung ano ang nangyari noon. Weird di ba!

Pero ang sarap ng pakiramdam. Ganun pala yun?

Sa araw-araw na nakakaubos lakas na trabaho at pagpupunyagi na magkaroon ng maayos na buhay, isang mahahaba-habang kwentuhan at tsismisan lang, talo pa ang alaxan at ang stresstabs sa pagtanggal ng pagod.

Ganun pala yun?

Ganun pala ang nararamdaman ng mga magulang ko noon. Parang naghahanap ng kakampi at karamay sa mga nangyayari sa buhay.

Haay....Ganito yata talaga kapag tumatanda na. Para makalimutan ang mabilis na pagdaan ng panahon e dinadaan nalang sa mga kwentong noon...hahaha...

Tumatanda na nga ako...naiintinhinan ko na ang esensya reunion e hahahaha...Ü

Ikaw ganito ka na rin ba?

Hala ka tumatanda ka na rin!

Long time No write!

2008-03-03T18:29:00.000+08:00

Gravity!

Ang tagal ko na palang hindi naa-update ang blog ko!

Grabe ang semestre na ito! Nakakaloka ang maging estudyante ulit. Exam dito, exam doon, paper dito paper doon, report dito report doon...Haaayyyy Tapos syempre nagtatrabaho pa.

Kakaloka kasi wala nako social life. huhuhu...

"I Know Him So Well"

2007-10-02T14:09:00.000+08:00

by Whitney Houston

Nothing is so good it lasts eternally
Perfect situations must go wrong
But this has never yet prevented me
From wanting far too much for far too long

Looking back, I could have done it differently
Won a few more moments, who can tell?
But it took time to understand the man
Now at least I know, I know him well

Wasn't it good, Wasn't it fine
Isn't it madness he can't be mine
But in the end, he needs a little bit more than before
Security (he needs his fantasy and freedom)
I know him so well

No one in your life is with you constantly
No one is completely on your side
And though I move my world to be with him
Still the gap between us is too wide

Looking back, I could have played it differently
Learned about the man before I fell
But I was ever so much younger then

Wasn't it good (oh so good),
Wasn't it fine (so fine)
Isn't it madness he can't be mine
Didn't I know how it would go
If I knew from the start
Why am I falling apart

Wasn't it fine
Isn't it madness he can't be mine
But in the end, he needs a little more than before
Security (he needs his fantasy and freedom)
I know him so well

It took some to understand him
Hoo ooh...
I know him so well

Happy Kids

2007-09-18T19:55:00.000+08:00

We were still very young then.

We love the company of each other. Our families are always together. We used to be in the same team. We stood by each other's side. We were happy kids, and there were lovely darlings, gaity wizards etc.

I don't seem to mind you at all. But I really appreciate your being kind. You were very cute when we were young. But then again as I said, we were still very young then.

Years after, you suddenly pop into my head. I tried to get in touch. It is a little sad that you don't remember. But you were so polite. You tried to. You seem to remember a little.

It is nice to hear from you again. It is nice to chat with you. I just wish we can always be like this. I just wish we can be really good friends.

I really admire your brilliance. I admire your determination. You seem to have grown into a very fine young man.

I always look forward to reading your message. I am always excited to open my mail. I am always inspired to write because it soothes me when I read your messages. It gives me this good feeling that someone is actually listening to me. I am not into emails but because of you...

I hope to see. I hope to see you really soon. I hope to spend some time with you. However I know that it will be limited. Even if you're here, I know you won't stay for long. We will be back to emails.

But even then, I still want to see you again. I hope to know you more.

Someday, somehow, these will happen. I hope and I wish.

LIPAT BAHAY BAGONG BUHAY

2007-07-18T18:45:00.000+08:00

Matapos ang napakatagal na paghahanap, nakalipat narin sa wakas at naging komportable na. Ang hirap talagang maglipat! Nakakapagod, nakakalungkot at nakakapanibago.

Kaya lang naisip ko rin, isang paraan din yun ng pagbabago. Isang pagkakataon na bihirang dumating sa isang tao na wari'y nagsisimula ka ulit.

Nagtapon ng mga lumang gamit na hindi na kailangan. Itinapon ang mga bagay na dapat nang iwan at hindi na balikan. Papel, damit, sapatos, tsinelas, mga bagay na hindi na dapat dalhin sa bagong bahay.

Isang bagong buhay ang hinaharap. Hindi kinalimutan ang pinanggalingan, nakatabi pa rin sa alaala. Subalit lahat nang iyon ay nakalipas na at mabuting iwan na lamang sa ganun.

Hangad ang mabuting bukas. Isang malaking espasyo na naghihintay lamanan ng maraming bagay. Bago at lumang kagamitan ay pinagsama. Handa nang harapin ang bagong umaga.

OH MEN!

2007-02-21T11:14:00.000+08:00

MEN

A saying goes like this "Can't live with them. Can't live without them."
I'm not sure though if this is really pertaining to men or if the saying is about women.
Oh well!
All I know is that I would love to live with these 3 gorgeous men.

MY PRINCE

From the Korean Novela Princess Hours also known as Goong. Joo Ji Hoon is Lee Shin, the crowned Prince of Korea. Quiet and shy type prince who does not know how to express his feelings. He is smart and obedient.

MY DOCTOR

From the drama series Grey's Anatomy. Isaiah Washington is Preston Burke, the Best Cardio-Thoracic Surgeon working at Seattle Grace Hospital. He graduated top of his class, very competitive and focused.

MY HERO

From Prison Break. Wentworth Miller is Michael Scofield. He is a Structural Engineer. He has an exemptional talent in conceptualizing things as if seeing the blueprint. He also has a messiahnic complex.

I won't mind living with just one of them hahahaha... :p

Haaaayyyy...

How I adore them!

Hi I am Kamille and I am an addict... Hahaha...

IniMiniMaynimo

2007-02-14T11:55:00.000+08:00

CHAD? NAN?

Hmmmm...

Sino kaya sa dalawa?

hahaha...

wishing sa pareho... Ü

HAPPY VALENTINE EVERYONE

PYRO FUN!

2007-02-02T19:41:00.000+08:00

Noong bagong taon hindi ako nakapanood ng fireworks. Kasi nagkasakit tita ko. Wala syang kasama sa house. Kaya ayun binantayan ko muna.

Kaso inabot na pala ako ng 12 midnight. Naku hindi ako nakatalon! Waaaahhhhh....sayang yung magagandang fireworks di ko napanood.

Oh well

Kaya ayun nagpilit ako manood ng Pyrolympics!

First time ko sa MOA (haha nakikiuso short for Mall of Asia)

Anf traffic! Ang daming tao! Grabe halos di ako makahinga!

Ang layo ng nilakad!

Pero worth it naman!

Ganda ng fireworks!

Ang romantic!

Haaayyyyy!

Ang ganda ng colors!

ALIW!!!

Basta sana next time maaga nako makapunta.
Sana makanood ako ulit next year.

SAKIT NA NAMAN

2007-02-02T19:34:00.000+08:00

Doctor: Naku may infection ka!
Mille: Po?

Doctor: Mahilig ka ba sa maalat?
Mille: Hindi po...pero nitong mga nakaraang araw medyo.

Doctor: Hindi ka mahilig uminom ng tubig ano?
Mille: Hehe opo.

Doctor: Nagpipigil ka lagi ano?
Mille: Hehe tama po.

Doctor: Isa ring cause ang toot ^_^. Ilang taon ka na ba?
Mille: PO? Naku hindi rin po ako mahilig dun. At wala po ako alam dun! 25 and fresh pa po.

Doctor: Hmmm...ok o ito inumin mo 2x a day.
Mille: Opo.

Doctor: Balik ka after a week. Test ka ulit.
Mille: Opo ^_^

Haaaaayyyyy....Kala ko kung ano na...
Pero sakit pa rin ng Tummy at feeling may flu pa rin. Sad.

Feeling

2007-02-02T19:26:00.000+08:00

Wala lang. Feeling ko sayang ang outfit ko ngayon.

Sabi nga ng mga batang nakakakita sakin, may date daw ako. Medyo maporma kasi ako ngayon.

Kaso nga sayang lang. Wala kasing nagyayaya lumabas.

At isa pa naalala ko haha "short" pala ako. Bawal nga pala lumabas.
Bwahahaha...

Pero ayun sayang pa rin ang porma...

Haha uulitin ko nalang ulit kapag may okasyon at may date na talaga...

Bwahahahaha!

Ang muling pagkikita

2007-02-02T19:23:00.000+08:00

Ilang araw nalang darating na ang lovechild ni snow white at grumpy. Kumusta na kaya sya? Nananabik nako sa marami nyang kwento.

Sana magkaroon kami ng pagkakataong mag-usap ng matagal.

Namiss ko syang talga.

Ngayon babalik sya sa maikling panahon.

Ako'y lubos na nagagalak.

Di nako makatulog sa pananabik.

Haaaayyyy....konting hintay nalang.

The presence of the other

2007-02-02T19:17:00.000+08:00

At first I am asking for the day to come so I can go on.

The day came and everything seemed to stop.

The presence...

It is the presence...

I am not ready!

I wasn't prepared.

I am getting along slowly.

I am fine.

But then again the presence caught me unguarded.

I can feel a knife slicing within me.

I am just not ready yet.

But I have no say. Things happened already.

There is no turning back.

Waaaaahhhhhhh!

This is torture! This just has to STOP!

Galaw galaw

2007-02-02T19:14:00.000+08:00

Minsan sa buhay, kailangang gumalaw galaw.

Sa paggalaw, may mga pagbabago.

Sa mga pagbabago, maaring maging masaya, maaring hindi.

Pero gayunpaman kailangan pa rin gumalaw galaw kasi...

...baka mastroke.

Kapag nastroke, hindi ka na makakagalaw.

Grey's Anatomy

2007-02-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

I looooooove Preston Burke!

Sana hindi sya tanggalin sa show.

Waaaaahhhhhh!!!!

It will never be the same without him.

I can't wait to watch season 3!

Korean Novelas Addict

2007-02-02T19:07:00.000+08:00

I am a self-confessed addict of Korean Novelas lately. I loooooooove Princess Hours, Full House, Started with A Kiss etc. etc. I noticed something common with the casting and plot though.

Lead Girl + Lead Boy = Marriage
Friendship Girl is a great threat.
Friendship Boy is so adorable.

Lead boy has either an ex- girlfriend or like someone so much. But he is too proud to admit it. And so he ends up with Lead girl. Lead girl on the other hand is naive, a little helpless and not so rich. And then Lead boy will appear in her life.

Lead boy is a high hat. His pride is bigger than him. He doesn't want to wear his heart on his sleeves. He usually brings pain to Lead girl, whether intentionally or not. But deep inside him, he cares for her. He doesn't want to accept it. He gives her a hard time. But then sometimes he is misunderstood. His way out - He doesn't know how to express himself.

Lead girl is usually angelic, romantic, desperate at times and naive. She has a pure heart. She is waiting for her prince charming. She is always honest with how she feels and expresses it. She knows how to show her feelings. She is submissive. She loves Lead boy from the beginning. Her mission is to make him love her. But that doesn't stop there. She also has to make him say it to her.

Friendship girl does not want to be with Lead boy in the beginning. But later on, she will realize the value of Lead boy and will go after him. Pushing her luck that he is still attracted to her, she will pursue the Lead boy and will make the Lead girl feel that she is the other woman. She has to get him back!

Friendship boy is someone close to the Lead boy. He will witness the not so good treatment of Lead boy to Lead girl. He will appreciate Lead girl and will work his way to her heart. She will be close to him and this will alarm Lead boy. Friendship boy is usually a gentleman, caring, handsome, and understanding man. He is always rescuing Lead girl. He seduces Lead girl with his kindness. He has to save her from the heartless boy!

Hmmm... So this seems to be the formula...haha

Addict!

Have You Ever

2006-12-19T14:49:00.000+08:00

By: Brandy

I never thought that I will be able to relate to this song.

In the past, I just appreciate this song and just sing with it while it is being played in the radio. I never imagined that this song will someday make me cry so hard.

I did experience this.
I still am experiencing it.
I loved.

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cryHave you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how
I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Sayang!

2006-12-18T20:04:00.000+08:00

Nalulungkot ako. Alam ko kung bakit. Hindi ko na kailangan pang sabihin.

Nagsisisi ka ba na sinubukan nating ayusin at maging mabuting magkaibigan?

Hindi. Kasi yun ang pinakamaligayang mga araw sa buhay ko.

Wala ba akong ibang pwedeng piliin kundi oo o hindi?

Wala.

May magagawa ba ako sa desisyon mo?

Wala.

Hindi ba pwedeng bawasan nalang natin?

Hindi. Walang mababang nibel dun.

Yan na ba talaga ang desisyon mo?

OO.

Kakayanin mo ba?

Hindi ko kaya.

Pinaaalis mo na ba ako?

(Iling) Hindi...ayaw kitang umalis. Kung ito na ang huli, gusto kitang makasama ng matagal. Gusto kong sulitin ang gabi.

Anong plano mo?

Hindi ko alam. Pero dapat may magbago. Hindi pwedeng laging ganito. Napapagod at nahirapan nako.

Pano na?

Hindi ko alam.

Anong mangyayari?

Hindi ko alam.

Anong gagawin natin?

Hindi ko alam.

Masama nalang sana akong tao. Kasi at least masisisi ko sarili ko sa mga pangyayari.

May nagawa naman ba ako para sayo?

Marami.

May magagawa pa ba ako?

Wala.

Hindi ba talaga pwedeng subukan?

Hindi ko nakikitang ganun.

Wala na ba talagang pag-asa at kinabukasan?

Ayokong magsalita ng tapos.

Tatapusin ko nalang. Ako naman ang ugat ng lahat nang ito e.

Walang sisihan...hindi kita sinisisi. May parte rin ako. Hindi lang ikaw. Alam ko mas masakit para sa iyo ito pero nasasaktan din ako. Nanghihinayang.

Ang sakit sakit. Ang liit ng mundo.

Alam ko. Hindi lang ikaw ang nakakaramdam nyan. Matagal din tayong nagsama. Ganyan talaga.

Kapag may problema ako ikaw ang takbuhan ko. Sa lahat ng bagay ikaw ang lakas ko. Pero nung mga oras na iyon, ramdam kong nag-iisa ako. Wala akong matakbuhan dahil ikaw ang problema ko.

Patawad. Hindi ko sinasadya.

Mag-iingat ka palagi. Alagaan mo sarili mo (yakap). Sana maging masaya ka.

Kayanin mo ha. Lakasan mo loob mo.

Pano kung di ko kayanin? May mababalikan pa ba ako.

Andito lang ako.

FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES.

TAMA KA.

Naghintay ako. Maghihintay pa sana ako.

Walang kasiguruhan. Wag! Wala akong maipapangako.

Paalam Boss.

Paalam Kumander.

Baliktanaw

2006-12-18T19:54:00.000+08:00

Ayoko nang magpakaprofound! Ayoko na ng sugar coating! tama na ang pagkukunwari. Sa huli bigo rin naman talaga.

Akala ko nung una magiging maayos. Umaasa ako na ok na. Pero ako rin para ang gumawa ng sarili kong hukay.

Nitong mga nakaraang taon maraming kakaibang mga bagay ang nangyari sakin. Maraming bago at hindi inaasahang pangyayari. Pero sabi nga " The show must go on!" Kahit anong mangyari kailangang ipagpatuloy ang buhay.

Ayoko nang magpatuloy. Gusto ko nang bumitiw. Gusto kong magwala. Maraming tanong ang gumugulo sakin. Tanong na hindi ko alam ang kasagutan at marahil ay wala ring nakakaalam.

Hindi ako masamang tao. Bakit nangyayari sakin ito! Kasalanan ba yun? Bakit kailangan ganun? Bakit hindi pwede? Paano na? Makakapagpatuloy pa ba? Mabubuhay pa ba? Kakayanin ko ba? Ipagdarasal ko ba?

Para akong kandilang natutunaw. Habang tumatagal nawawala na ang kinang. Nauupos na.

Pano na nga kaya?

Everything Gabay

2006-12-04T12:07:00.000+08:00

kilala mo si Tita Chit
sumali/nag-perform sa org tours
natakot/nanakot sa trust walk
naluluha sa Gabay song
nakasama sa mga planning sessions (you mean session without an s. haha. isa lang nasamahan ko. sa bahay ko pa!
inabutan ang Gabay hacienda
naging bahagi ng execom
nanalo ng best tutor award
nanalo ng most outstanding gabayano award (may award ako pero di ata MOST. outstanding lang ata yun)
sumali sa caroling
naging bahagi ng Gabay choir
nag-attend ng retreat
umattend ka ng 25th year anniversary (30th lang)

Tambay ever
tumambay at nakipag-jamming sa mga kapwa gabayano
inubos ang lahat ng alam na kanta sa 1001 Hits na songbook
nag-aral at natuto (pwede ring hindi) mag-gitara (nag-aral lang pero nakalimutan din pagkagraduate)
tumambay o kaya'y nag-meeting sa "sunken garden" (na hindi naman talaga garden)
ginawang caf ang GR
natutulog sa GR
kilala mo si Mang Manny
nabiktima ka ng higad sa harap ng GR
ginawang locker ang pigeon hole
ginawang notepad/drawing book ang logbook (more like art project)
gumawa at nagpapirma ng birthday thingy (isa pang art project)

Matters of the heart
nagka-crush sa isang ate/kuya (hahaha)
nagka-crush sa lower batch (hahaha)
nagka-crush sa angel/soul mo ^_~
nakahanap ng best friend/s sa Gabay
nakahanap ng true love ^_^

2006-11-30T12:48:00.000+08:00

I wish I was a different ethnicity.
I have an eating disorder.
I'm short.
I'm tall.
I think I'm really attractive.
I prefer winter over summer.
I'm a geek.
I'm a shopaholic.
I'm reasonably intelligent.
I'm attracted to girls.
I'm attracted to boys.
I like British accents.
I smoke regularly.
I drink regularly.
I smoke socially.
I drink socially.
I get drunk easily.
I do drugs.
I will never date a bad kisser.
I've lied to avoid kissing them again.
I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.
I'm religious.
I'm not religious but have morals.
I lie frequently.
I'm impulsive.
I'm hardworking.
I liked "Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind".
"She's All That" is one of my favourite movies.
I'm good at History.
I speak more than two languages.
I enjoy taking pictures.
I like spending money on myself.
I like spending money on others.
I have a regular income.
I earn money on a job-by-job basis.
I pay my own bills.
I rely on my parents for money.
I can cook.
I enjoy cleaning.
Tidyness is a must in my life.
I like clutter.
My idea of good music is Britney Spears.
I have heard of Blonde Redhead.
I enjoy Blonde Redhead.
I'm fashion-conscious.
I have good taste. (I think)
People tell me I have good taste.
I excel academically.
I'm told I have yet to fulfill my potential.
I'm good at sports.
I'm good at certain sports.
I couldn't do sports to save my life.
I'm creative.
I'm artistically inclined.
I wanna be an artist when I grow up.
I wanna be an engineer when I grow up.
I eat when I'm upset.
I cannot adapt to change.
I'm interested in politics.
I have shoplifted.
I download MP3s.
I've done underage drinking.
I've gone underage clubbing.
I can dance reasonably well.
I can dance extremely well.
I dance like a cardboard gorilla.
I can sing.
I sing like someone stepped on my foot.
I can swim.
I enjoy surveys.
I enjoy surveys when I'm bored.
I keep a journal.
My teachers don't like me.
I enjoy controversy.
I can be a bitch/bastard.
I have a thing for bad boys/girls.
I have tattoos.
I've been in a nudist colony.
I'm not sure if I want to have children.
I'm not sure if I'll get married.
I know who I will marry.
I'm interesting.
I'm a good liar.
People enjoy talking to me.
I annoy people from time to time.
I'm a born leader.
I'm a born leader but shouldn't lead.
I enjoy felching.
I have a foot fetish.
I have a shoe fetish.
I watch "Sex and the City".
I don't think Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty.
I wanna be J.Lo.
I cut myself.
I've cut myself.
I hate people who pretend to be suicidal.
I hate popular people.
I think cheerleading is a sport.
I'm photogenic.
I live in Chucks.
I think graffiti is art.
I have dated a criminal.
I have been cheated on.
I have cheated on someone.
I have a temper.
I like playgrounds.
I dance in the rain.
I'm obsessed with Shakespeare.
I have tanlines.
My favourite color is pink.
My favourite color is black.
I would classify myself as emo.
I'm musically inclined.
I like listening to music.
I like music-blasting cars.
Thongs are comfortable.
I like flip-flops.
I know what monogamy is......and I believe in it.
I wanna be a social worker when I grow up.
I have sibling/s.
My sibling/s annoy me.
I think "South Park" is funny.
I believe in LOVE.

HINGA NG MALALIM

2006-11-28T13:07:00.000+08:00

AYOKO NA!!!!

TAMA NA!!!

HINDI KO NA KAYA!!!

BAHALA NA!!!

EWAN KO!!!

SANA MATAPOS NA'TO!!!

AYOKO NA TALAGA!!!

PLEASE TAMA NA!!!

PARANG AWA MO NA HINDI KO NA KAYA!!!

MATIGIL NA SANA ITO!!!

BRU!

2006-11-21T11:00:00.000+08:00

Everdearest Hera Bru! Hapi hapi beerday este berday! Wabyu dear! Misyah! Hik hik!

VIDEOKE NIGHT 1.2

2006-11-15T17:15:00.000+08:00

VIDEOKE NIGHT 2

2006-11-14T16:04:00.000+08:00

VIDEOKE NIGHT 3.2 haha

2006-11-14T12:59:00.000+08:00

VIDEOKE NIGHT 3!

2006-11-14T09:13:00.000+08:00

VIDEOKE NIGHT 4!

2006-11-14T08:38:00.000+08:00

THE BOY AND THE GIRL

2006-11-09T12:44:00.000+08:00

TEN SHOTS!

2006-11-09T09:32:00.000+08:00

THE GIRLS

2006-11-09T09:26:00.000+08:00

MY ROOM AND MY FRIENDS

2006-11-09T09:02:00.000+08:00

CALAPAN INVADERS

2006-11-09T08:41:00.000+08:00

REUNION SA BDAY KO!

2006-11-08T17:44:00.000+08:00

BYE BYE CALAPAN!

2006-11-08T17:40:00.000+08:00

WISH - A -WISH!

2006-10-31T13:20:00.000+08:00

TOP 5 WISHES FOR MY BIRTHDAY

# 5: I want to have a new pair of shoes.

I find it Ironic that since I started working, my Imelda complex seem to have disappeared out of thin air. I just lost my obsession for shoes, slip-ons, sandals

# 4: I want to buy a new pair of jeans and blouse.

I seldom buy clothes. I buy for my birthday, Christmas and for very important emergency situations. But I am also an impulsive buyer at times. When I really love the outfit, I should have it or else I will feel really bad.

# 3: I love to have my own nylon guitar.

If you noticed, my 1st composition is already posted. Unfortunately I can't play it yet because it has no notation. I need to put chords. I can't do it if I don't have a guitar. Huh! Someday I will have one.

# 2: I would love to go and celebrate in an orphanage.

Much as I want to rest, I would want to celebrate my birthday with the kids who are not as fortunate as I am. Those who have no parents and home. Those children who have nowhere to go or because they are not wanted by their parents so they were just given to an institution. I am not saying that they are not happy with these institutions but I just have a soft heart for these kids. I just want to share with them a part of my blessings.

# 1: I want to celebrate this special day with the special people in my life, my family, and friends from different groups.

As the saying goes, you cannot love if you have not been loved. You can only give what you have. I am very lucky to have a wonderful family and a very good set of friends. I really treasure them. I would love to celebrate this day with these people. All of us together. We are one big happy familyÜ.

That's all folks! Bow!Ü

2006 - SILVER YEAR

2006-10-31T13:11:00.000+08:00

Five days from now, I will be celebrating my silver year on this world. I am turning 25. I can still remember when I was a child, 25 year old people for me should be stable financially, with good career and already have a family or at least ready to have one. Looking at myself now, I don't think I am any of those.

25 year olds then are different from the 25 year olds now. Haha...favorite disclaimer of people who are in denial . But then I don't dicount that there is truth in it also.

My mother got married at the age of 24 and had me at the age of 25. Wow, big big difference!

Well I guess reality really differs from time to time and all I can do is to adjust.

Another first

2006-10-18T18:02:00.000+08:00

Umamin is my first composition.

Again I am just thinking aloud, this time it has rhythm.

It is just so hard to repress everything. Therefore I channeled it to something more worthwhile and productive.

I don't expect people to appreciate it. I don't expect you to understand. I am not asking for anything. I just want it out

What is written may be true or maybe not.

But then again this is just me thinking aloud.

Shouting out what I can't contain anymore.

I hope you understand.

I told you this is the first. You are the first.

And now Umamin is another first.

UMAMIN

2006-10-18T17:58:00.000+08:00

Composer: Kamille Gail S. Tabalan

I. Pasulyap-sulyap ka sakin di ko alam ang iisipin
Ika’y pinapangarap ko
May gusto ka ba sa akin?
Kaibigan kung ituring
Ikaw nawa’y mapasaakin
Hinahanap hanap kita
sa tuwing ika’y hindi kapiling

Ref: Ngunit bakit ganun
Ako’t ika’y nalilito
Kahapo’y kay lambing
Ngayon nama’y nagloloko

Chorus: Sana ay sabihin na ako ay mahal mo rin
Nang di na nahihirapan ang ating puso
Ano bang dapat pang gawin
Upang iyong tanggapin
Sa sarili mong ako’y mahal mo rin
Umamin...

II. Alam kong hindi ako katulad ng iyong nakaraan
Hindi rin ang babaeng iyong inaasam
Batid ko ang sakit na pinagdaanan
Bigyang pagkakataon pagmamahal ay ilaan

Ref: Ngunit bakit ganun
Ako’t ika’y nalilito
Kahapo’y kay lambing
Ngayon nama’y nagloloko

Chorus: Sana ay sabihin na ako ay mahal mo rin
Nang di na nahihirapan ang ating puso
Ano bang dapat pang gawin
Upang iyong tanggapin
Sa sarili mong ako’y mahal mo rin

Bridge: Balang araw magkakaroon ng kasagutan
Pagkalito’t gumugulo sa isipan
At pagdating panahon
Mas madali nang
Umamin…

GIVING LIFE TO MY WARDROBE

2006-10-18T17:48:00.000+08:00

I was scanning my clothes the other day. I noticed that only 3 colors dominate my wardrobe, blue, white and pink. I got bored with it. And so, I came up with a list of blouse colors I want to have. I just wish I will be able to buy at least one for each color. (In order of preferenceÜ)

1. red
2. chocolate
3. yellow
4. orange/rust
5. black

Hopefully by the end of the year I have all these already...Haha wishful thinking!

GREENER PASTEUR

2006-10-18T17:35:00.000+08:00

I have a childhood friend whose family left the country for a greener pasteur. They went to Canada and stayed there for good.

I was scanning old pictures last week. Then I suddenly saw our picture holding a yellow banner. We were still very young. How's about that, me and my kinky hair and bangs, wearing short shorts and shirt. Haha...

I hurriedly look for him in friendster and jackpot! His picture seemingly looking back at me, smiling at me. He seems to be waiting for me. hahaha...

I left him a message and to my surprise, he answered. I answered back and again he didn't fail me. He answered my e-mail even if it is already late.

I sent him a message for the third time. I am so excited to hear his stories. I felt so special, kilig and happy.

It made me think.

Should I go for the greener pasteur?

Is this it?

Hmmmm...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAN!

2006-10-18T17:27:00.000+08:00

Dinner at recipes with the birthday boy (who doesn 't want to be surprised). The food was great! Their iced tea bottle is cute haha... Ang ganda ng smile namin di ba?

ONE BIG FIGHT!

2006-10-03T16:31:00.000+08:00

Chris Tiu #17 "THE MASTER"

Macky Escalona #5 "THE SCORING MACHINE"

Jai Reyes #6 "THE THREE POINTER"

JC Intal #7 "THE ROCKET"

2006-09-27T11:54:00.000+08:00

If I Keep My Heart Out Of Sight
Nikki Gil

If i keep on talking now
I'll only start repeating myself
And all i can say is
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

If i slip and tip my hand
I'm certain to scare you away
Then what would i sayI'd be hurting i'm certain
I'd be uncool to let you know that you're the one
The fool who jumped the gun

'cause i've been advised by other girls
You've left behind
Your goodbyes are somewhat unrefined

But if i play my role just right
Tonight could be my lucky night
And you could be mine

If i present it to you
With a flower in the moonlight
Shiny and new
Well, you couldn't say no tonight
If i keep my heart out of sight

If i play my role just right
Then tonight could be my lucky night
And you could be mine

If i present it to you
With a flower in the moonlight
Oh, shiny and new
Well, you couldn't say no tonight
If i keep my heart out of sight

ACET I

2006-09-22T12:07:00.000+08:00

ANO BA?

2006-09-22T12:03:00.000+08:00

Hindi ko alam!

Ako ang nagtatanong....

Sagutin mo naman...

Nahihirapan nako!

Tigilan na natin 'to!

Gusto ko sana pero gusto mo ba?

Pakilinaw naman o...

Parang awa mo na...

Endorphines Rush

2006-09-04T16:56:00.000+08:00

Endorphines make people happy. I have a lot of endorphines today.

Wala lang happy lang ako...Ü

THE UNFOLDING

2006-09-04T09:27:00.000+08:00

The natural unfolding of a butterfly from crysalis is really amazing. From a fat green caterpillar into a beautiful and very colorful organism.

Natural Unfolding is the operative term. Anything that unfolds naturally comes out beautifully.

As a child naturally unfolds, everything she is learning falls into place. Her development is on the right pacing. When things unfold naturally, it can not be destroyed nor damaged. Instead, it will have the potential to be the best.

In a relationship, natural unfolding is necessary. There is a right time and place for everything.

Natural Unfolding...

I hope we continue to unfold...

...little by little

We are doing it better now...

SAGUIJO

2006-07-25T15:26:00.000+08:00

Haps, Me and Nan

Listening to SPOONS with the two people very near to my heart. I had a great timeÜ.

TOP 3 KABOBOHAN FOR THE MONTH!

2006-07-24T10:06:00.000+08:00

Shit really happens to people at times. Unfortunately it happened to me 3 times this month.

On the third spot is the mild stroke of my mom. Darn that accident! It made her heart problem and hypertension worse.

Second is the Vietnamese encounter. My manong complex put me on the spot! A Vietnamese tried to teach me how to swim and I felt violated. There were only two of us in the pool on a quiet Sunday afternoon.

And the top kabobohan of all times... I lost my bag! My stupidity and a person who took advantage equals lost bag. It has my camera, wallet with all my IDs, etc. Grrrr...

NLG Overnyt...After a long time...

2006-06-26T13:30:00.000+08:00

Vain!

SLEEPY :p

LAKAS TAMA!

THE TRIO...

LOKOHAN!

Sori Les wala akong nakuhang pic mo :c

Pretty Ladies in Chocolate Kiss

2006-06-20T16:32:00.000+08:00

My beautiful roommate & Birthday Girl! Happy Birthday Let! Hey how's Korea? Wonseyo!Hahaha...
This is Steph. She is my first patient. She settles in Saudi Arabia now. She's just here for a vacation. Hey Steph want some Pringles? Hahahaha...
Tish the Super Girl. Did I get it right? We didn't actually stay in the dorm within the same period but she is a very good friend. Hey Tish let's catch up! We have to beat StephieÜ Hahaha...
Parade of the Pretties!Miss you girls!

A Christian Concert!

2006-05-23T15:34:00.000+08:00

Moi - the great guestbook keeper
Me and Lara
Ian and Me
Ate Tetet, Joshua dear and Me
The OAA team with Ian

PICHURE PICHURE

2006-05-23T15:13:00.000+08:00

Picture taking at 3am...

Happy together...Hahahahaha
Poker face...Ü

Liwanag sa pagputok ng araw

2006-05-22T09:26:00.000+08:00

(Hango sa totoong pangyayari...possibleng may dagdag bawas na nangyari)

Tulugan na..Ang lagkit ng pakiramdam. Masarap magshower.

Matapos magshower naupo ulit sa lamesa. Sinamahan ang kaibigang umiinom. Kinuha ang baraha at sumubok magsolitaryo. Medyo iba ang pakiramdam. Tulog na ang ibang kasama. Kaming dalawa nalang ang gising. Hmmm...

"Tapusin ko lang iniinom ko tapos uwi nako."

"Wag ka na umuwi please."

"Ang dami ko pa gagawin at malapit lang bahay ko."

"Hmp bahala ka na nga."

"Marunong kang manghula?" sabi nya. Sumagot ako "OO. Bakit?"

"Hulaan moko!" May kasamang ngisi habang sinasabi.

Hindi ako nag-isip ng isasagot at biglang sinabing, "Sige ba!"

Biglang nanlamig ako. Napaisip bigla, "Wala akong alam na ibang hula kundi tungkol sa lovelife ng taong nagpapahula at ng isa pang taong nagugustuhan nya. Naku patay! Kaya ko ba to? Handa na ba akong marinig ang relasyon nya sa ibang babae? Handa na ba akong manggaling sa sarili kong isip at bibig ang relasyon nila ng ibang babae ayon sa nababasa at interpretasyon ko sa mga lumabas sa baraha? Tama ba ito? Anong gagawin ko? Wag nalang kaya... Sabihin ko nalang napapanggap lang akong marunong ako pero hindi naman talaga. Kaso hindi pwede, nasabi ko na na marunong ako at mukha pakong excited nung sinabi ko yun. Pano na???" Buntung hininga. "Haaaayyyy...Wala na talagang bawian to..."

Wala nang nagawa. Kailangan nalang simulan para matapos nalang agad.

Tinitingnan nya ako sa mata. Sobrang lapit namin sa isa't isa. Malapit na malapit ang mga upuan namin. Halos magkadikit na ang mga balikat. Unti-unti pang nagdidikit habang lumalaon. Madaling araw ito. Isang oras bago pumutok ang araw. Osang oras bago muling magsimula ang umaga. Isang oraw bago lumiwanag ang paligid, ang lahat.

Ibalasa ng 3 beses ang mga baraha. "Hindi na kaya ng powers ko! Itutuloy ko pa ba?"

Ibalasa ulit, kung ilang letra ang pangalan (kung ano ang tawag mo sa kanya) ng taong nagugustuhan. "O bakit sa ilalim ka ng mesa nagbabalasa?" Sagot nya" E...basta. Ayaw kong makita mo." Kunyaring nagtatakang tinanong ko, "Ngek bakit naman?" Tumingin lang sya at ngumisi.

I-cut sa dami ng sylables ng tawag mo sa kanya. Kinuha ang baraha sa mesa at muli itinago sa ilalim. "o, nacut ko na." Nagulat ako. "Ha? Hindi dapat ganun!" Buong tapong kong sinabi, "Alam mo hindi ko rin naman gusto malaman kung sino ang mga pinahuhulaan mo e, pero parte ng proseso na malaman ko man lang kahit syllables kasi ako ang mag-aarange ng order matpos mong i-cut!"

Napilitan kaya sumunod din.

Ako na bahala...matapos ang proseso...Basa. "Ahh... ganito yan...blah blah blah blah blah blah." Habang ginagawa ito saloob ko ay ganito "Aray aray...sino ba kasi ito? Kung sinu sino pa kasi."

Makulit sya. Nangingiliti sa tagiliran. Medyo pacute tumingin, pero cute naman. Kulitan talaga.

"Hindi na mabilang...pang-ilan na nga ba ito?" sabi ko. Nung una medyo may kirot. Sa bandang dulo, nasasanay na. Hanggang sa naging sanay na.

Nung masanay sabi nya, "Nahulaan mo na ba tayo?"

Gulat na gulat ako, "Ha? Hindi pa, ayoko...basta....matagal nakong hindi nanghuhula..."
"Bakit ko naman gagawin yun? Nakakahiya e..."

"Sige matapos lahat, hulaan mo tayo. Ayaw o bang malaman? Malay mo magkatuluyan tayo...Ayaw mo bang magkatuluyan tayo?

"Ha?...A... E... gusto, kaso one way lang naman di ba? Malamang ganun din yung lalabas. O ubusin mo na yang iniinom mo di kita matutulungan dyan e."

"Ngek sige na hulaan mo tayo. One way lang ba? Sigurado ka? Ito kaya ko ubusin to wag ka mag-alala ako pa! Lalaki lang tyan ko ulit"

"Ayan ka na naman ginugulo mo na naman e. Sige na nga. OO nga lalaki tyan mo. Jog ka nalang ulit"

"Naku may mali akong nagawa! Lagot!"

"O ano na resulta?"

"Sabi ko sayo one way e...Alam naman siguro natin yun kung sino. Bakit two way ba?Ang hirap naman ipaliwanag nito. Basta ganun!"

"Antok nako, tulog na tayo..." (sa loob ko "Yehey di sya uuwi...Matutulog sya kasama namin dito. Makikita ko pa sya mamaya! Makikita ko pa sya pagkagising ko.")

"Hindi pako inaantok e."

"Tara na matulog na tayo. Umaga na. Tingnan mo sila tulog na tulog na. Ganda nilang tingnan"

"Dito ka na matulog."

"Sige dyan ka na dito nako di na tayo kasya e."

"Sige magliligpit lang ako."

Nahiga sya sa sofa.

"Sigurado ka one way lang ha...."

"Nagtataka nga ako ba't walang babaeng lumabas..."

"Ha? Bakit naman? Sa iba nga walang lumabas e..."

"E babaero ka e...and one way nga di ba..."

"Haha...Sure ka..."

"Bakit, hindi ba?"

Tumahimik na...tulog na yata o nagtutulugtulugan... Ganda nya pagmasdan matulog...sige na nga tulog na rin ako...

Andyan na ang liwag... Lumiliwanag ba talaga?

Double date ba?

2006-05-22T08:39:00.000+08:00

Di masyadong maganda ang simula. Nagkakainisan pa nga. Sabado na manonood na ng sine. Kaso biglang umulan. Pagkatila diretso sa sinehan, kumuha ng tiket. Sa gitna ng panonood, biglang sumakit ang tyan. haaaayyyy...boring kasi ang pelikula...

Nang matapos ang mahabang panonood, nagutom. Kumain sa chef d 'angelo.

Lunch o dinner, ewan basta kain tayo!
Nag-order ng pizza at pasta.

Gusto ko ng Pesto! Bawal! Sige kahit ano.

Aba naiba ihip ng hangin?! Gentleman ka yata?!

Hinati ang pizza at ipinaglagay ako sa plato...Aaawww...How sweet!

Habang kumakain, nagkukwentuhan.

Sumasakit pa rin ang tyan at nasusuka pa rin.

Tinawag ang waiter "Can you please give me a glass with ice." Para hindi masuka, yelo ang solusyon.

Aba binigyan ba naman ng tubig na may yelo?!

Susubo ng pasta...ice cube. Kakagat sa pizza...ice tube. Tubig. Susubo ng pasta...ice cube. Kakagat sa pizza...ice tube. Para lanf manatili sa walang lamang tyan ang masarap na pagkain.

Nahilo ang mga kasama sa dami ng nakain...grabe kasi sa dami.

Naglibot libot. Aba bumili ng shirt, "Wala yan sa plano. Salamin dapat."

Naglibot pa..."Dapat nagbowling. Pero ok lang nakakatuwa namang maglakad lakad."

Napagod sa mall...umuwi sa Pasig, gaya ng dati.

Nagtable tennis magdamag.

Nananalo sa una...sa bandang huli bokya, balaguong lahat na ng panlalait sa laro...

Haaayyyy...

Nagpoker...ang saya!

Poker face!

Inaantok, dahil sa ininom? Hindi antok na talaga.

Natulog ang mga kasama. Naiwan ang dalawa...

Usapang nakainom...bolahan at kulitan...bolahan...bolahan...bolahan

CONSTANTLY ;p

2006-05-19T08:38:00.000+08:00

I just realized that everyday when I'm doing my routinary Good morning greeting to everyone, the first person to reply is.....Migs

And guess what his message is...

... I am currently away from the computer...

Hahaha ;p

Wala lang I was just amused...

BP and the tummy

2006-05-18T16:04:00.000+08:00

90/70

Ito ang Blood Pressure ko due to a tummy ache!
Waaaahhhhhh!!!!! this is the lowest so far.

Generation Z!

2006-05-18T14:58:00.000+08:00

The next generation! Jhon Ray Cueto
Ram's Baby...Finally, a bouncing baby boy!Ü Kamukha ng daddy kapag nakakunot ang noo...hahahahaha... Nakow masungit at habulin ng girls din kaya paglaki?! hahahahha...

Silence

2006-05-17T12:49:00.000+08:00

I don't know what happened
I didn't see it coming
I don't know why and how
I just got damned

I am raging within
I don't know what to say
But I know I want to talk
I know I want to say a lot of mean things

I don't know where to start
I don't know if I should talk
I am not sure if it matters
I do not know

I just ponder and ponder
I just leave it at that
I just want to be quiet
But I know I am not peaceful

Stop bugging me
Stop treating me this and that way
Just stop
You just listen

I am being silent
I am being quiet
I just want to be heard
Pls hear me in my silence

Eight Below...Why not!

2006-04-22T17:14:00.000+08:00

This is Mad Max the Snow dog...Ü
This is Mommy Maya the head of the pack...Ü

Salamat Mad Max Snow Dog

2006-04-22T16:40:00.000+08:00

Is there a word greater than happy. If there is, it is what I will use to describe how I am feeling ryt now.

I really had a great time. Ü Thank you for spending time with me. I guess tama ka, it is really the company that matters (hahahaha deny pa raw...)

Sobrang saya ko kasi nagtugma din ang mood natin. Hahahaha...
Salamat kahit makulit ka.
Salamat kahit na sarcastci ka na nag-eenjoy ka sa movie (sana lang totoo na nag-enjoy ka nga...sayang naman ang 112.00)
Salamat sa pagpapahiram ng bag...kasi talagang malamig...
Salamat sa paghahatid kaso nga lang namamaga braso ko sa kakukurot mo at kapipitik...
Salamat...Ü

Sana ganito tayo lagi...
Masaya akong kasama ka kaibigan...Ü

2006-04-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

Ang barkadang tunay...hehehehe tagay muna!
si raffy boy, the artist, the florist, the businessman and the lakwatsero in one...
Rhandy boy (in black)...wag ka na magtampo & bestfriend wewe, at last nakasama ka rin namin
The past janice the japanese girl and niño the ever tambay of puerto...

Lastly, Bebeth the adventurer...malakas na babae yan...(usap tayo tungkol kay stephen some other time....) hahaahahah...Ü

Meet my hiskulit friends na nagtomaan during easter sunday habang napakataas ng araw at 1pm... Iba na ang may curfew...Kung hindi pwede sa gabi e di sa tanghali...hahahahahaa...

Akalain mong nakapagmisa pako kahit toxicated nako..Ü

Love ko to!

2006-04-08T10:02:00.000+08:00

Para sa mga taong nanliligaw, nagbabalak manligaw, nililigawan, naliligaw, nag-iintay maligawan at nagbabalak lumagay sa magulo......
Ang LOVE ay hindi minamadali...hindi pinipilit..at lalong hindi kina-career...aray ko!

Unang-una...
PAANO MO BA NASABING MAHAL MO NA SIYA???
...Dahil ba natutuwa ka sa kanya???...o kaya naman naaaliw ka???...naswee-sweetan ka ba ng sobra sa kanya???...kinikilig ka ba pag nakikita mo siya???...at nahi-high kapag naririnig mo na ang boses niya???...Eh teka muna...baka naman infatuated ka lang....o kaya naman kagaya nga ng sagot mo...Baka naaaliw ka lang...dahil kakaiba siya...may spark na hindi mo maintindihan...tsk!!!...ang saklap nyan!...

Pangalawa...
GAANO MO NA BA SIYA KAKILALA???...Madali ba siyang mapikon???...pano ba siya mabadtrip???...madali bang mahalata na may topak siya???...ano bang suot niya pag nasa bahay siya???...shorts ba o pantalon???...nakasando ba siya o naka-t-shirt lang???...matagal ba siyang maligo???....kumakain ba siya ng vegetables???...tamad ba siya???...mas gusto ba niyang manood ng tv kaysa magbasa ng libro???...nagpe-play station ba siya???...tatlo ba ang pamangkin niyang lalaki???...makukulit ba yung mga kamag-anak niya???...green ba ang kulay ng gate ng bahay nila???...sa village ba siya nakatira???...may sakayan ba ng jeep na malapit sa kanila???...nagsisimba ba siya linggo-linggo???...kasama ba yung pamilya niya???...at nagdadasal ba siya bago matulog???...In short...alam mo na nga ba???...ang mga bagay-bagay...ang mga simpleng bagay tungkol sa kanya...na nagdedetermine ng sarili niya...as in kung sino ba talaga SIYA...

Pangatlo...
KAYA MO BA SIYANG TANGGAPIN???...as in TANGGAPIN ng buong-buo...sa lahat ng trip niya sa buhay...sa lahat ng katopakan niya...sa lahat ng pag-iinarte at pag-dadrama niya...sa lahat ng kasalanang nagawa, ginawa, at gagawin pa lang niya...salahat ng naiisip niya... sa lahat ng sasabihin niya... sa kilos niya..sa pananamit pa pala niya... sa pagsasalita...sa pananaw niya sa buhay...sa pagtrato niya sa tao...sa lifestyle niya...sa uri ng pamilyang meron siya...sa uri ng kaibigang kasa-kasama niya...sa style niya pagdating sa love...sa kasweetan niyang natural...sa paglalambing niya...sa tawa niyang pagkalakas-lakas...sa manners niya...sa bisyo niya kung meron man...sa mga pang-aasar niya sayo...sa style niya pagdating sa pagsolve ng problema...sa problemang maaari ka ring masama...

Pang-apat...
KAYA MO BANG MAGING TOTOO???...kaya mo bang makita yung sarili mo...na kasama pa rin siya ha...sa isang sitwasyong pag naisip mo eh...mapapaiyak ka na lang sa sakit...nang dahil din sa kanya???...kaya mo bang magmukhang tanga...as in umiyak ng dahil sa kababawan...ibuhos ang mga nararamdaman mo...kahit na puro kababawan nga lang naman...as in kahit sa harapan niya???...kaya mo bang maging barubal pag kasama mo siya???...yung tipo bang wala ka ng pakielam...mawala man ang manners mo...na wala ka naman talaga...

In short...

KAYA MO BANG MAGING IKAW KAPAG KASAMA MO NA SIYA???
...yung tipong hindi ka nahihiyang ipakita kung sino ka talaga...dahil alam mong...

HINDI MO LANG SIYA TANGGAP...

TANGGAP KA RIN NIYA...
BUONG-BUO RIN...MGA PEOPLE!!!
...tama na kasi ang trip...tama na ang pagmamadali...Oo, masarap ngang ma-involved sa isang tao...pero di ba mas masarap yun...

LALO NA KUNG ALAM MONG TOTOO YUNG NARARAMDAMAN MO....
kaya dapat, hinde tayo nagpapa-bulag sa akala nating LOVE.... mag antaynalang tayo.... wag natin unahan....For all we know, nde pa pala cya ang para sa atin......Pero pag nasagot mo lahat ng nasa taas....Baka nga... MAHAL mo na siya....

Bitter sweet :p

2006-04-08T09:42:00.000+08:00

I was cleaning my inbox this morning and found this poem (or is this a prose?Ü).
This was sent to me by a very dear friend 2 valentine's day ago.
Good for her she is already happily attached right now. I wish her wellÜ.

I hope...
I pray...

someday..

I'll wait...
I'll be patient...

I will...
I believe...

THE ONE THAT GOD HAS PREPARED FOR ME

I am wondering at this very minute if you are
thinking of me, if like me, you are wondering
what is taking us so long to find each other. Many
times I thought I finally found you only to be
disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I
get up each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you.

I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be
as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or
is it possible that I have known you all my life but
we have yet to realize that we are meant for each
other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you
are the only one who has the answers to all my questions.

Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really
known "love". I do not have the answer to that
question either but I believe that, more often than not,
we will never really know what love is until we
find that right person.... and since I have not found
you yet, then maybe I do not really know what love is!

You just don't know how often I dream of finally
knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this
very moment I am imagining how you will simply sweep
me off my feet! Perhaps I would be drawn to you by
your smile, or your eyes, or maybe even how you
manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways!

I don't really know for sure but I am praying that God
will help me recognize you when the right time comes.
I think of all the pain that I have gone through
in the past and of how much I have cried since the
day I began my search. I just wanted you to know that
I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the
beautiful life ahead of me --- the life I shall spend with you.

In my mind and in my heart I know that
you are worth all that pain and sacrifice.
After all, the tears have become a part of my
life and I believe that they are slowly washing away
my flaws so that I would become perfect, not perfect
in its truest sense, but perfect --- for YOU!

I wonder if you've gone through so much pain as well.
I wonder if you've been hurt so many times along the journey.
But my dearest one, please don't ever give up because I am right here...
patiently waiting for you! I assure you that when we finally find each other
I would slowly heal those wounds by my love.
At night, I would look out my window and stare
at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are
also looking up and wondering about me. I utter a
silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens
above thinking that in time they would reach you.

And when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and
believe that you are on your way and that you are
longing to see me as well. It is funny but when I finally fall
asleep, it is still you that I think of, for you are
always in my dreams. It seems that, for now, that is
the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough to
tell you how much I love you. In my dreams you
would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your arms of love.

And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up
and face the new day ahead with the hope that soon
enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality and
once again I am assured that you are worth the wait.
And when that time comes, everything will fall into its
place, just as I had imagined, just as I had
thought and dreamed, just as I had believed it would be!

By then, I would simply look back and smile at all
that I have gone through, in spite of the pain and
amidst the simple joys of life --- and I would be very
thankful because they all led me to you!
In the meantime, take care of yourself for me.

Hold on to our dream and don't even think of letting go.
Believe in your heart that we will find each other
no matter what happens. God has planned the
course and it is up to us to follow the directions. Don't
worry, don't be afraid about getting lost, God saw to
it that all the roads, no matter which one you
choose to follow, lead to me .

Until Then!

Mission Impossible

2006-04-04T08:33:00.000+08:00

After a tiring and busy school year, I reaped what I sow.

Summer 2005

Mission:
Enter Grad School

Status:
Mission accomplished!
MA in Developmental Psychology

SY 2005-2006

Mission:
Survive Grad School
(on top of all the OAA work,
Gabay moderatorship and FASS demands)

Status:
Mission accomplished!
Got A- in all classes!!!!
Woohoo!!!

SY 2006-2007

Mission:
Continue and stay in Grad School.
Get an A as much as possible!

Status:
still working on it
We'll see... ;p (wishful thinking ba? wink wink)

NLG Reunite!

2006-04-01T09:23:00.000+08:00

After Ice Age 2... This is what happened...(sayang wala si les and mackie)

Fortune Cookie!

2006-03-28T09:23:00.000+08:00

brought to you by: Chowking

Funny things happen lately... I am not asking for a sign but it seems like a lot of it are arising. All I need is divine intervention or guidance to make things clearer in my life.

"Take a moment to figure out the direction you want to go then focus on your goal."

This is the fortune cookie I got last night.

I can't help but wonder is this the divine intervention I am waiting for? Or is it purely coincidence?

Happenings in my Birthday ;p

2006-03-27T08:24:00.000+08:00

I can still remember as a child, I used to complain because my birthday seems so neglectable. None that I know of happen during the day except for my birthday.
Now, I just find it amazing that a lot of things coincide with my birthday.

(a) Birthday of St. Arnold Janssen - founder of SVD, SSPS & SSPSAP

(b) Matrix Revolution - Philippine Premiere

(c) Nan's board exam - which he passed :p

(d) Athasia and Andes Muhlach's Birthday - children of my greatest crush Aga Muhlach and the pretty Charlene Gonzales

(e) Claudine and Raymart's Anniversary - haha:p obvious bang nanood ng U R D 1 kagabi?!

Random Thought I

2006-03-22T10:22:00.000+08:00

Wala lang...may namimiss lang ako...

I realized that what Dr. Ramos told us in class about a teaching of Zen Buddhism is true.

I was so lonely last December...but it will pass...it did pass

I was confuse last January...but it will pass...it did pass

I was longing last February...but it will pass...it did pass

I am happy this March...but it will pass...it did pass

I am very positive for April...but it will pass...it will pass soon

Life is just come and go. So make the best out of every moment. Be the best that you can everytime. Extract the goodness in each event. Seek for yourself always. Learn and hold on to the learning. Be less attach to the people, things, places, etc.

Who you are with and what you have are perhaps who and what you need in this particular part of your journey. Hope is a must not to be caught in melancholy of life!

Be wise. Choose your battles.

A day in Sta. Rosa, Nueva Ecija...Ava's Bday Celebration Part II

2006-03-20T14:18:00.000+08:00

Ava's Kapamilya Ate Tess, Ron ron the siga, Yeyen, Kylie, Ava, ron ron's brother and MigsÜ
Me, Ava and Migs after a whole day of bonding...O di ba gabing gabi na...feeling namin ni migs nasa Ateneo lang kami...
The celebrant and the wanderer....hahahaha in Filipino... ang may kaarawan at ang gala
The Birthday Girl and MoiÜ Pretty girl of NLG...ÜHmmmmmm....is this a family picture? Ken (the cutie boy), Ava and Migs Ü

Ava's Bday Blast2!

2006-03-20T13:51:00.000+08:00

The birthday cakeÜ

Tristan, Les, Francis, Nic, Me, Migs & Ava

Object of guy's kaewanan??? duh???

Nan and 1/3 Me Ü ... sana francis binuo mo man lang pic namin...gravity!

The mastermind and the celebrant Ü

Ava's Bday Blast!

2006-03-20T09:00:00.000+08:00

AVA in Dencio's...hindi sya mukhang surprisedÜ
The birthday girl and her yummy cakeÜ
Big smiles from Migs, Ava, Peterson, Mackie, Gee, Chi, Pitt & Cla
On the other side, cla, tristan, pitt, les, francis, nic, me, migs, ava, peterson and mackie...

What i miss in highschool!!!

2006-03-16T15:44:00.000+08:00

1. nickname in high school?
tabs- my close friends call me by this name because of my last name and my chubbiness

2. sport you were into?
badminton – hindi pa sikat ito e naglalaro nako…bronze and silver medals lang kinaya ko e

3. had a barkada? how many were you?
B na B – 6 pretty girls and 2 bastos but good looking boys

4. best subject?
MATH! – I got the best in Math award in High School

5. worst subject?
computer- gwbasic, worksheet, lotus 123...hehehehe...pagdating sa maynila microsoft word na at may mouse nang tinatawag

6. teacher/s you owe life lessons to?
All my advisers, Mr. Jolly Arellano, Mr. Rizalino dela Cruz and Mrs. Lourdes Acha

7. teacher/s you wanna kick in the ass?
my 2nd year adviser

describe in one word...

8. freshman year:
inspiring

9. sophomore year:
troublesome

10. junior year:
challenging

11.senior year:
memorable!

12. your best friend was/were?
hers, sacks, dette, potpot, fedche, raf, rems

13. your worst friend was?
AKG

14. cafeteria food sucked?
dry pansit

15. most hilarious school rule?
skirts should be 1 inch below the knee...people don't take it serious... big joke

16. wore uniforms?
yes, checkered blue and white

17. how was the prom?
what prom? Lots of responsibilities, always on call

18. who was prom king and queen?
sacks and kirbs

19. any achievements?
yes. - class salutatorian, Mercury medalist in Math and more...

20. were you popular?
yes.- ikaw ba naman kumanta habang kumukumpas ng Lupang Hinirang ewan ko nalang

21. best song that reminds you of high school?
trulymadly deeply, our prom presentation and Farewell

22. unforgettable high school crush?
Bugay

23. most embarrassing moment?
my crush smashed and hit me in my eyes

24. memory you'd like to forget about high school?
the three way call with sacks and S1

25. best memory?
Birthday of my 3rd year and 4th year adviser

26. any regrets?
none

27. would you like your "future child" to attend your high school?
future child??? hanap muna ako ng future husband... hehehehehe or boyfriend muna pwede?

28. were the bathrooms clean?
yes and new

29. how were the lunch ladies?
ok lang…lagging may dagdag ang food…hehehehe nadadaan sa lambing

30. lyrics would best describe your high school life:
Ako ay Pilipino, Challenger,

Feelings for the Day

2006-03-15T13:02:00.000+08:00

Mixed emotions:

Happy...Ü
Sad... :(
Guilty... : <
Proud... :D

But in general...

I am really sad!

EWAN!

2006-03-15T12:37:00.000+08:00

Gusto kong matuwa
Sa lahat ng mga naabot

Gusto kong matuwa
Sa lahat ng tagumpay

Gusto kong matuwa
Sa lahat ng kaganapan

Pero di ko magawa
Ayokong maging makasarili

Pero di ko magawa
Nais pa kitang makasama

Pero di ko magawa
Sige nalang paalam na...

YES MASTERS!!!

2006-03-08T09:15:00.000+08:00

I don't regret going "back to school". I actually like the idea and the learnings I am gaining. It feels nice to call yourself a student again...not that it helps me deny my age (sounds defensive?Ü) but it is a humbling experience.

Listening to people with greater knowledge and gaining a lot of input feels so refreshing after a whole day of work in the office.

But then in the middle of the semester things change. Requirements pile up, work pile up, social life gone...

At the latter part of the semester...deadline, deadline, deadline, dead-line...dead

After a tiring semester, here comes a promising new one... Is it a new hope? Is it a different experience?

I hope it is...I just have to take things one day at a time...One baby step at a time...Soon this will be over. Hopefully it pays off.

SAGADA TRIP MEALS....

2006-02-23T12:44:00.000+08:00

Feb 16, Thursday
Dinner:
Cheeseburger Meal (walang pickles!!!)
McDonald's Sampaloc

Feb 17, Friday
Breakfast:
Beefsilog
Las Vegas

Lunch:
Chicken Curry
Bamboo Grill

Dinner:
Eggplant Pasta
Yogurt with granola and strawberry
Yogurt House

Feb 18, Saturday
Breakfast:
Pancake with ham
Cheese Omelette
Masferre

Lunch:
Boneless Bangus Combo
St. Joe's

Dinner:
Cheeseburger
Tuna Pasta (yuck!)
Alfredo's

Feb 19, Sunday
Brunch:
Pancake with bacon
Cheese Omelette
Masferre

Quick Dinner:
Giniling with Rice
Bus stop at Nueva Vizcaya

PASHNEYA!

2006-02-22T12:49:00.000+08:00

Kung sino ka man...mamatay ka na!

ANG SAYA SA SAGADA Part I !

2006-02-20T17:18:00.000+08:00

From BANAUE on our way up to SAGADA...

LAS VEGAS IN BANAUE ... masarap ang beefsilog dyan!
Me, Bebs, Jo, Monti, Jay...ang ganda ng backround!
The groupies and the manangs... marunong sila mag-Filipino and English...ang galing!

Alone in the cold...saya!

THE FOG.......

Remains of Guil's Bday

2006-02-15T16:47:00.000+08:00

Iba ibang trip ng mga tao...

The Rockstar! mukha bang rockstar yan Pitt?
The couple
Mr. Close up smile...

Wala lang...pacute...
The popilar... The first couple...sila ba? hehehehe...oo no!

THE FAMILY TREE

2006-02-15T16:39:00.000+08:00

Figure it out...hehehehe

LFN

2006-02-15T16:17:00.000+08:00

Love Fellowship Night...Ang daming Lovers!!!

Guy at Pip
The new love team

Marina at Marino

Angel-Soul o Mr. & Ms. Gabay 06

Hmmmm....counted ba 'to? hehehehehe...

Happy Birthday Guil 2

2006-02-15T14:45:00.000+08:00

The gay, the boy, the rockstar and the popilar...heheheheheThe labbirds: Chi & Guil, Cla & Noel
Blow, blow...the candle *wink wink...Ü
THE ECE BOYS
The survivors of the night: Pitt, Migs, Guil, Me, Chi, Ava & Bella...Courtesy of LimeÜ

Happy Birthday Guil!

2006-02-15T14:21:00.000+08:00

Labbirds: Bella & Lime
Les, Mackie, Nan & Guil, the birtdeyboy
Miko with the labbirds:Bel & Arlene

Gravity time flies so fast!

Last year, we had lunch at manang's for Guil's bday. Well this year, we still did. But there's a bonus, we had dinner at their house...Yes NLG unite! Astig we are complete! With other ECE friends of Guil...

Saya! Astig! Nice to have party with Empy and Dado...

Kahit na may isang taong nang-inis...masaya pa rin... hehehehe...tabi tabi po...

Sana maulit ang ganitong kasiyahan...

This is the day...

2006-02-08T16:59:00.000+08:00

I just realized...this is your favorite day
I remembered you singled out this day
I wish you all the best
I hope you are happy
I pray that you feel blessed
On this day you marked as special

ENERGIZER BUNNY

2006-01-30T12:39:00.000+08:00

Saturday January 28, 2006

I woke up at 7 am. Oh no! I have a lot of things to do for the day!
I haven't packed my clothes nor decided what to wear for the reception of the Merit Scholars.
I grabbed all sort of clothes that is black. I grabbed my black haltered dress, my black slacks, black skirt, black cardigan, black spag strap blouse. then I realized I don't have enough blouse so I got the white tube top of my sister and the shining silver seol... I ended up bringing my gym bag so that all my clothes will fit.

I prepared to go to the office, heated my water, took a bath, brushed my teeth, dressed up and sprint to the LRT station.

Luckily on cue, the LRT arrived. Then I went down to Katipunan station going to the trike terminal...this time i paid 7 pesos...hehehehe...

I swiped my ID. Walah, it's 8:23 am...I am late again for the nth time! I'm dead it's my 6th late for the year! (Lagot!)

At the office, we are busy preparing for the reception. I was revising my powerpoint of the names of the administrators who will talk for the plenary. We had a dry run. Dakilang taga-click na naman ako sa powerpoint presentations....haaaayyyy....

When the clock stroke 12noon, I rushed to the office to eat my lunch. I read the bible passage and read the anecdote from Magis, which I all crammed the night before for the EB discernment of GABAY. 1pm I went to CTC 115 for the discernment. Haha I survived the prayer and the discernment talk itself...It's time to discern for the EB.The results? Surprise...

At 3pm I needed to go back to the office. It's time to transform into a respectable young lady. Here comes the guests. I am assigned at the registration table for SOSE. While manning the table, a strong wind blew and the steel stand fell. Hitting the Merit scholar in front of me or at least that was what I thought at first. When the Merit Scholar said that it didn't hit her, I suddenly felt a throbbing pain in my arm. I saw a long scratch at my left arm. It's a little painful but still Project ang lola mo! I was still smiling because a lot of scholars and their parents are still registering. (Blooper number 1)

The program is about to start and here goes my role, ang dakilang taga-click ng powerpoint...
Fr. Nemy talked about the AFMS and SIDL, Fr. Ben talked about the Ateneo, Dr. Intal talked about the Loyola Schools. She suddenly stopped at the middle of her speech...the reason, her throat is drying up and she can't stop coughing (blooper #2) Then the program ended and they broke into schools.
They went back for the cocktails and mega promote ang lola mo! Major benta ng Ateneo ang ginawa ko...It's selling time! The JGSOM garden is just the perfect place to do it. The ambience is very good. Kaya lang maputik...(blooper #3) A mother wearing a 3 inch heels got stocked into the mud "Ang heels ko ang heels ko!".

The dinner is served...food food...speeches speeches.

But that didn't end my night. I stilll have another party to attend. It's therprise party for Franz. Buti nalang I have company kasi di ko alam yung place at malayo sya. Since it's already late, the people I know aren't there anymore. One good thing of having a company with you in such a party...

And so we waited until it's 12 midnight, no we are not waiting for the chinese new year. Franz'z bday is really on the 29th of January. Since we arrived late pambawi namin ang magcount down to his bday.

So ayun after waiting for a taxi for how many minutes, we were able to get a ride home.

And so the day of the energizer bunny is finished but the energy is still high.

My quotable quote...

2006-01-24T12:22:00.000+08:00

Sa tagal na nating nagbabalot...Masterpacker na tayo!

Akalain mo...

2006-01-24T08:32:00.000+08:00

Sumakay ako sa jeep tapos bumunot ako sa bulsa ng pambayad.
Binigay ko yung sampung piso.

"Mama, bayad po LRT lang."

Sinuklian nya ako.

Aba apat na piso!
Hehehehehe...natuwa naman ako.
Mukha pa rin akong estudyante.

Sumakay ako sa LRT. Bumaba ako sa Katipunan Station.

Nag-abang ng tricycle sa Ministop. Ay nagtaas na nga pala ang pamasahe!
7 pesos na kapag hindi estudyante waaaaahhhh!
Sumakay at Bumaba sa admin.

May nakasabay akong kakilala at inilibre nya ako sa pamasahe.
May ibang tao kaming kasabay. Tatlo kami sa trike.

Pagbaba sa admin, nagbayad ang kasabay ko ng 12 pesos.
'Yung di namin kakilala nagbayad ng 6 pesos.
Nang papalayo na kami tumawag yung driver, "Miss miss,"
Lumingon ako kasi akala ko ako yung tinatawag nya.
"Miss miss" tumawag sya ulit...hehehehe hindi pala ako.
"Miss, 7 pesos na po pag hindi estudyante!"

Hahahahaha...Kakatuwa naman si manong!

Akalain mo mukha pa rin akong estudyante?!

I told you it is over...

2006-01-23T10:57:00.000+08:00

When I said goodbye, it is really goodbye. We can't turn back time.
Yes, we've known each other for a long time, we've seen each other grow.
I guess, we grew apart. Maybe we became so different along the way.
But one thing remains the same I still don't have the habit of going back.

I gave you a chance but you let it pass. I can't offer you anything more than this.
I might not feel at ease at times but I always tell myself that we are still friends.
This situation is indeed hard but there's nothing we can do anymore.
Though I feel awkward at times, I am still by your side.
You can still turn to me when you are troubled, I can still give you my support.

But then I am sorry this is all I can give,
our good friendship nothing more nothing less.
I told you it is over. I already got over.

What Can I Do

2006-01-18T10:02:00.000+08:00

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better, yeah
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, no more, aching...
No more fighting, no more, trying...
Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just going to let it fly

Wala lang...just felt that this song can best describe what I've gone through. Ü

Ang Kabute hindi tumutubo ng mag-isa

2006-01-17T08:26:00.000+08:00

Learning from Rollz's experience, I became a little cautious in calling out someone.

Last night, I saw my co-YFC Ateneo member. We used to be a little close in college but I didn't hear from him after I graduated.

It's nice to see him again and so I was so excited to greet him. I shouted out "Mark, Mark!"

He looked at me. I was so puzzled that he didn't smile. He looks puzzled also...

Later on I realized, he is not Mark, he is Brian. I tried to redeem myself by calling him to his right name and hoping to say sorry. But then he was so busy talking to a group of people. I was so shy to interrupt.

All I can do is to hide my face in shame... Then I remembered Rollz.

Karen po...

2006-01-17T08:10:00.000+08:00

Ava, Guil, Rollz and I went to Gateway last Sunday after the ACET. We spent most of our tambay time at Starbucks in Araneta Center.

We saw familiar faces and found some common friends who will be watching Narnia (guess who...hehehehe)

I saw Liza, a friend of a friend, and other familiar looking people. I just smiled at them.

Rollz saw someone familiar also...

A girl was ordering at the counter."Gracia, Gracia!" Rollz, with great dignity called the girl but she didn't seem to mind. When she was near our table, Rollz called her again. And then at last she looked at our direction, she opened her lips (I assumed that she will say hi) and said, "It's Katrina."

We were all shocked! Rollz was very sorry...for how many times he said sorry to the girl...

He can't get over it the whole time...I hope by today he already did. Ü

BAGONG LUMA

2006-01-16T12:41:00.000+08:00

"Narinig ko na yan!" Ito ang linya ng lahat sa tuwing napapag-usapan ikaw at ako...Haaaaayyyyyy....pano nga ba?

Ngayong taon ipinagdadasal ko na sana ay talagang mabago na ang lahat.

Luma na ang usapin pero maraming bago...Paulit ulit na ang pag-uusap tungkol sa iisang bagay pero maraming pagkakaiba...

Ay ewan! Basta ang alam ko ako mismo nahihirapan na...salamat at tinapos na natin.

Sana nga pareho tayong magbago sa ikabubuti ng bawat isa...Ayokong mag-isa pero hindi rin talaga siguro ikaw ang dapat kong makasama.

Salamat sa pagkakataon. Salamat sa pagkakaibigan. Salamat sa pang-unawa. Salamat sa pagdamay. Salamat sa lahat.

Alam kong andyan ka lang, andito rin lang ako. Pero dapat siguro manatili na ganon, andyan ka andito ako. Baka nga kailangan ng konting espasyo sa gitna.

Natutuwa ako na nalampasan natin ito pero ang pinakamalaking hamon ay kung matatagalan natin ang ganito...Napakaraming pagkakataon na nating inayos ito at paulit ulit na rin tayong nagkamali...Sana ngayon tuluy tuloy na...

Alam ko hindi pilit ang resolusyon. Nararamdaman ko ang sinseridad. Pero andun pa rin ang takot, andun ang kaba...na baka maulit ulit ang lahat at magkasakitan tayo...

Gayunpaman naroon din ang tiwala, naroon ang pag-unawa, mayroon ding pag-asa ... makakayanan natin ito, magtutulungan tayo.

BAGONG TAON NA! BAGONG BUHAY BA?

2006-01-16T12:38:00.000+08:00

Wala lang I suddenly felt the urge to make a change for the New year. Sana lang kaya kong panindigan. Narealize ko lang, kailangan ko ng katulong sa endeavor na ito...Ang daming nangyari nung later part ng 2005 at maraming hamon ang kahaharapin sa 2006.

Sana lang magpatuloy na ang pagbabago at sana ay sa ikabubuti ng lahat.

GABAY CAROLING!

2005-12-12T17:11:00.000+08:00

The best carolers!

Cutie Trio

In fairness totoong halaman ito!

The WETWANS bow!

Loving and Moving on

2005-12-05T16:07:00.000+08:00

In this life, most people long to have someone by his/her side. I myself is guilty of this.

Some say that to experience love is enough. At least, one has experienced loving rather than not. But then is it really enough? Do people really mean it when they say that it is better to love and be hurt than not loving at all. Remember loving someone does not all the time mean that the person will reciprocate that love.

To love is one thing, to be loved is another. When the person you love feels the same, it is called blessing. If this happens to me, I will call it, an answered prayer. But of course this is the best case scenario.

What if the person you love, loves someone else. Or if he/she tells you that "I love you as a friend or as a brother or sister". What about if you let go of the one you love who loves you as well because of pride or betrayal. In all of these cases, someone gets hurt. You get hurt. Life seems so difficult. The world seems so small because of your common friends who are constant reminders of what you had before, the memories in those places you used to spend time in, or activities that you love to do together, even the songs you usually hear and sing when you were together. How cruel the world can be?

Then what is the solution? Move on? Move on where? ...to the next person? hmmmm....or can it be to the next level? How fast can one move on? Is it a reality? When you say you moved on, does it mean that you don't love the person anymore? What if you are still angry with the person or too shy to talk to him/her just like before? Are those indicators that you have moved on? If you are not angry with the person anymore but you don't want to see him/ her yet, is it moving on? When you try to engage with someone else and show him/her off to your common friends, is it moving on? What about going out with the one you love like you used to, can you call it moving on? Revitalizing the friendship between two people after a confusing romantic relation, can it be moving on? Doing more things and making yourself busier than before, is it moving on? Going out with someone else to fill the emptiness, is it still moving on? Hmmmmm... I don't know...Is playing dumb a way of moving on?